I thought my day was going to end pretty well, but I guess not.
I know everyone has had trouble with friendship and ish, but this has been bothering me for some quite time.
I realize it’s difficult to find out who your true friends are but I feel like it’s a little late in my life to be having this difficulty. Shouldn’t I already know by now? Or is it something that just always remains an issue. I feel like it shouldn’t if you have absolute certainty. I guess I’m overthinking again.
Anyways, I think I’m too dependent on the company of others for my happiness. But to me happiness is better shared and I find myself going out of my way to bring happiness for my friends, yet sometimes I feel like I’m forgotten. It’s kind of a weird feeling.
I’m on some kind of rollercoaster because of all this stress I know it.. but maybe I’m onto something.
Eh. It shall pass after this week 🙂